It's Party Time!!

Last night was amazing  after a restless week well mostly because my work schedule changed from night shift to day shift, and I mean like real early 5am baby.  I had some time to adjust but this week was hard because every time I see the sunlight all I want to do is sleep.  Hopefully this week I can sleep like normal people.  OK so back to last night.  Its funny because I never fully focus on the party.  I just focus on the food and getting them there.   I have like little things planned and before I knew the party came together and thank God it did.  You know they say those who you hang around can have a big impact on you, and I feel that's so true.  I fill like no matter what you can't stop as a friend.  So you want to have friends so let me tell you it's hard work, very hard work, but the reward factor to that is having a family.  You work at things you want to work in your life and we all know what we do to things we don't want to work.....NOTHING.  It won't just happen you have to work at it.  I think that's what every elder said if you get a change to talk to them from time to time do, ask them questions I know I did when I worked at the home.   They had me really thinking.. I mean they have lived and can tell you how to understand it more what to focus on and how to make friendships work.  They tell you how important it is to have friends and how life is.  There's no special code to love believe me I have ask so many times, but the most thing that I realised is that sometime love comes when you least expected it and love is simple.  That's right its so simple it's just wanting to be with that person and see him and talk to him that's love and you know it just like when you know when its not you know when it is. 
SO like to our wonderful toast last night to a sweat fruit drink to the Next Chapter Of life.. Chapter 31 for me and its going to be amazing.

...But...

Me, You, We, Us.... I need you and you need me and we together make us. So simple I find myself just here looking, feeling, and wondering. How, why what could I do. God were you trying to talk to me. I couldn't sleep these last couple of days and I did pray, I did truly and I gave my heart. Than I heard the call as the rain ran down, so it seems as if someone has passed away. One of my born cosines but called Auntie by age. Her daughter just died two months ago and now she has also. Truly how do I feel i don't know. All I know is that life and dead come and I need to look more to the signs. I think that the patterns of a persons action can predict whats to happen... I'm not totally sure but I think anyway. So what now. How do I feel again? Only by you, I need you all of you family and friends you complete me you make me live. We become strong like bricks together holding up a building, because we are the body. I need the values that come out of us, I need the goals that make us and all of us together make God's perfect vision of life. But God if like I could erase all the words above and say you are my King. The beginning and the end, you have me no matter what you have me and love me. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being my King. 

Summer goals minus 30 :)

5/2/12

Well now I have decided to lose more weight.  For me starting this summer but for me because of school summer begins May 14^th yeah!!!  So I have decided to do a blog about my summer weight lose goal of 30pounds.  I want to lose 30 more pounds and if I could only all in my upper body and stomach weight.  So I will target those areas this summer in hopes to reach my goal of 30 pounds lighter… Now last year I had a goal of 30 and ended losing 25 so this is going to be a stretch, but I am determine to fight this goal become healthier and yes sexier too.   So I plan to make week by week of weight loss and feeling along with workouts.

Week One:May  14-18th
 Okay so the only thing that I did this week was Karate... I forgot one major thing about this start date... The fact is that my working schedule will have me only sleeping.  So next week will see what will work wish me luck.

Week Two:
Let's Go Monday today I wake up doing 100 seat ups and 50 push ups..
Than I lift weights and went to Karate.  Now this was my first time being able to be there on time.  I as the workout continued I thought I was going to pass out.  That never happened before so it made me think of one thing.  Water I need to drink more water.  I haven't really drank any water today so that is my goal as I continue that minus 30 Challenge. 

He Thinks he's so smooth

Some people are met to be  in your life to lift you up and move you to the next level they'll hold your hand and pepper you with sweet love.  Maybe I wasn't that into him maybe it's what I can see him doing for me oh my selfish ways. The future, maybe he just saw me as an asset.   Not as a wife but as a friend a friend that he could help make him successful tell him he's the man.  Its like I'm his asset like a slave that had no mussels until his master inflicted him with hard labor but in the end he becomes a huge asset to the master.A Money getter racked up the cash so he can say that's mine. He's so smooth to the touch he so smooth. Funny thinking now.  He almost had me almost won me over.