He means laughter

What looks like something you want may just not be the thing you need.  I feel like my eagerness for a relationship has got me in a pickle, yes a pickle.  It's funny how quickly you can get use to someone checking in with you sharing with you and is all about you.  He's a man that knows what he want, but for me if he pushes to hard on making this relationship something that it is clearly not then I can't help my actions to push back.. Now all of sudden my pushing back is a problem.  Let me say this clearly I not looking for Mr. Perfect, I'm working and praying for My Issiah, who is for me, because I saw him in a dream!