Kick Rocks

Something hits you when you turn 35 and your single with no children (yet) living with your parents.  Yes this is my life.  I swear to you my younger self would kick my butt.  It's almost like I've given up a part of me to help others and now here I set just wondering how did I get here how did I mess up.  To thy ownself be true.  I was part of this team this squad but now I'm just all alone.  I can't seem to keep a relationship with any amount of purpose or time for that matter.  Okay the facts the last relationship I was in was 2007 that's so nuts what's happening to me.  The true unfairness of life is so easy to be blamed.  I'm tired of not moving forward, I feel like half the time I'm running in circles.  I can't keep running circles anymore it's time for a change.