He means laughter

What looks like something you want may just not be the thing you need.  I feel like my eagerness for a relationship has got me in a pickle, yes a pickle.  It's funny how quickly you can get use to someone checking in with you sharing with you and is all about you.  He's a man that knows what he want, but for me if he pushes to hard on making this relationship something that it is clearly not then I can't help my actions to push back.. Now all of sudden my pushing back is a problem.  Let me say this clearly I not looking for Mr. Perfect, I'm working and praying for My Issiah, who is for me, because I saw him in a dream!

Now its a fitness challenge

So my job has a fitness challenge and I sign up.... I know, I know that last time I totally bomb out and didn't do much of anything, but this is different. See me and my co-worker get to work out together and so far I just finished out the second day.  So far it's going good so it seem that -30 is on the way. P.s I'm counting calories too.
 Monday, March 18th
Workout:
-Dances 15mins
-Walked and Ran: 25mins

Tuesday, March 19th
Workout:
-Walked and Ran: 18mins

My Awaking March 12th

This is your Wake Up Call Good morning to you!! Did every feel like the more closer to God you come the harder things seem to be? It's Tuesday and it time to think about being humble as God's people and just simply being ready to repent. Knowing and understanding that things may happen but God is still God and when you feel its time to repent in your heart you need to at that moment, no waiting okay. :) So take a listen to a YouTube video (48:58mins) by T.D. Jakes it Called Saul's Suicide.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ib0Y-xZHbU&feature=youtube_gdata -

Awaking 2/20/13

Happy Awakings today let's start this day on learning how to renew our minds again..
  Paul says in Ephesians 6:10-20 that we need to be reminded to put on the whole armor of God.
 I know that there are time when I'm content in putting on part of my armor I know it's so easy to just carry the basic and survive but what does it look Iike to put on our whole armor? So what is it exactly Let's break it down for this mornings wake-up call.
Ephesians 14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
-So stand having your loins (the side between the lower ribs and pelvis and the lower part of your back)grit about with truth.
-Breastplate (a piece of plate armor partially on completely coverinf the front of the torso) of righteousness
15 And your feet shod (past tents for shoes)with the preparation of the gospel of peace; (so think on that we need shoes of peace, so it has to be one thing we walk in).
16 Above all, taking the shield (a broad piece of armor, vary widely in form and size carried apart from the body, usually on the left arm as a defense against swords, lance,arrows ect) of faith, where with ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
17 And take the helmet ( any of various form of protective head cornering worn by soldiers, firefighters, divers, cyclists, ect) of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: 18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication ( a humble pray, in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; 19 And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel, 20 For which I am an ambassador in bonds: that there in I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak.
So when we put on the armor we get truth, righteousness, peace,faith,salvation, the bible,
..and boldness.
So think now what part of armor are you missing?
Today let's make sure we put on our whole armor of God and get ready for battle.

My Awakings

I had the pleasure of going to a conferences with YWAM!
The speaker said something that has cause me to put my belief into action he said Awaken the Saved! So this is your wake up call!!!!! Stay awake!!!!!!
1 Thessalonians chapter 5. verse 4 But you, brothers and sisters, are not in darkness so that this day should surprise you like a thief. 5 You are all children of the light and children of the day. We do not belong to the night or to the darkness. 6 So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be awake and sober. 7 For those who sleep, sleep at night, and those who get drunk, get drunk at night. 8 But since we belong to the day, let us be sober, putting on faith and love as a breastplate, and the hope of salvation as a helmet.

Stay awake!!!! Let's Go!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOXO49d&feature=youtube_gdata_player

My my my.. and I breath

Now it's been a year.  I have been writing this site for a year.  So busy with classes and this is only my second week of classes, but all of my classes are for my major and I find that thrilling.  One of the best things about my life right now is that I have found out that God has given me the grace to do my best in the things that he has entrusted me with and get this, that means everything. 
I'm having an exciting Senor year and I have decided to just enjoy everything and just try with all that I do don't worry about how old I am just live life to the fullest.  Its seem that some how or another I have lost that goal along the way but I have found it and I'm picking it us to start a new year with breathing in enjoyment.  Think about that to breath in enjoyment, what does that even look like in to day society because so may people are just not happy with where they are personally at.  Well for the most part it starts with a little imagination, and than it starts with hope and love and breathing in your surroundings actually looking and saying wow this right here is amazing. 

Soon out of no action of your own you will stumble on some wonderful adventures.  So if you dare, please just breath with me. 

Fast

Okay So Im in this class and I just can't seem to get it together.. Man Got to focus so this will be short.  Taking the time to just be in someones life is a BIG thing a simple phone call or even text goes a long way.  Today I feel extra Blessed to have a friend ride the wavys with me as I write my paper and she write's her sermon.  I think most of the time God how am I so lucky to have such caring friends and he said this plan an simple..... IT'S WHAT YOU HAVE ALREADY PUT OUT...