There's Changes All Around ME! Week #1, Week 2 Love of Coures, to be Graded.

Some people say that they never see change.  I beg to differ, if you can't see change than you are not looking its just that simple. So I encourage you to LOOK........

Okay I looked out and what did I see.  I see change, I see people and I see love.  You know sometimes I can be so quick to judge thinking that no one is changing but me, but I look out for my funky little glasses and I see the world is changing.  We have all been here for sometimes and yes its so quick like a vapor in time.  But I see kindness.  This week I saw real people searching after a real God and there was something so attractive about that. The world of God is a powerful thing we just have to do ourselves a favor and get in it.  So I challenge you this week to read The Word of God!

Week two: October 3rd, 2012
Love of Course to be Graded
I'm told to just enjoy life!!! That's right God has informed me to just have fun and enjoy no more stressing on phone calls with who calls or who doesn't.  No more crying about bring single, no more looking at things so pitifully. God said look around and enjoy, enjoy life and the love that you have.  Remember where supposed to be happy in the little things. I'm truly feeling blessed for those who care.  I think that God places you with just the things you need at the right time that you need.  How can you love others when you can't even love the ones around you... Now think about that I have to be willing to love those who God has placed in my life right now... It could be animals for some, but think about it everyone has neighbor to love.  God's a genius because he wants us to love our neighbors as ourselves as ourselves... So it matters how you love you, it matters if you take the time love those near and far and allowing them in return to love you back.  It doesn't just happen, with God's help we make it happen.   Learning and changing daily... Love you all!! ;)

Something BIG

You know how you have that feeling its like deep inside you that something great is coming.  I've been having this feeling now for a few weeks now and I can't explain it but to say that something great is coming.  I look at myself and my life and I'm in all of most of the things that I have done and still continue to do.  It seems as if all this time God has been telling me, No Shouting rather that the little things matter and that my best times are right NOW...  The moment your living in right now is he only moment you get to change, isn't that something.  I can't change yesterday or even last week, but I can change what happens today to change what happens tomorrow only by my actions on today.  So it's kind of like if I get ready for today and do the small things of today than that will help the small things of tomorrow a lot lighter, they will still be there but not at the intensity.

Now I have to be honest............ I have been in chill mold so much that it haves gotten in every avenue of my life.  It's like I was just waiting for the easy road in life until God woke me up this week and said wait a minute, baby girl this is as easy as its going to get, and then that made me look around and it wasn't so bad.  The things I had to pick up where so small but it was my chill mode that was killing them.  So if I do the little things perfect it will snowball to my life style. 

Now isn't that something everyone said you can 't be perfect, and we all know we can 't but can your life  style be?  Think on that can my life style be perfect event when I myself can not.  I think it can, what do you think.. This is something to make you exam your life and say hold up, I need this change its time to do some cleaning.  Because I will always make mistakes, but I can learn from them and from that I can make sure that I don't keep making those same mistake.  That is what makes you perfect.  It's not never making a mistake, but the ability to learn and than change from your mistakes.  

Ipod Shuffle

So here I am again and I feel at this present time that writing this blog is my only signs of freedom.  My course loads are so small for the moment but I still feel the need to write.  It seem like every time I take a seat at the computer in the library all I want to do is write.  I'm chained to this computer for the next 2hrs trying to do a Lab that is so distance to me. 
As I think about everything in life and how just in this week we fought battles, and truly pray is the only way to find that internal peace.  Yesterday, well this morning because I work 3rd shift I was talking to a co-worker and for the moment we where talking about our spiritual walk with Christ, and I had to be honest because theses last couple of weeks I have felt distance.   Sitting and trying to understand how and why was I so far away from the God that I love with all of my heart, how did this happen? 
As we talked I realized that it had been all of my own doing.. I planted the seed thinking that its only that one song, and beside I love this one song what can it hurt.  But the reality is that this one song open the door to the next one song and before I knew it my whole play-list had changed.  I was no longer listing to "You Are Holy", but instead "Drop it Like it's Hot", dancing and getting the feel of what seemed like harmless human nature became my biggest thrist.  Now I didn't care and everything that I looked at had changed.

It seems that when something crazy happens in life that so simple and you think wow that could have been me it makes you wake up.  Than is when you step back and reevaluate whats really important in your life.  Being in that moment strong enough now to turn away repent, thank God for his grace and walk- it- out in God.

So in that moment its no longer can I stand but WILL I STAND!

I Will Stand and let go and Trust.