Week #2 and Week #3 Week #4, Week #5, Week #6Lessons are flowing through My week, can you find yours? I'm back now week #8

So I decided to do something different.  Life is hard okay yes it is, but God gives us lessons and I'm convinces that we have more lessons then we think.  God gives us lesson that we need in our life do I want to look at my life lessons and see if I've learned or failed well I won't say failed but I will say tripped over.  So this week as emotional as it was, what did I learn?  Okay so in this week the thing that I think I've learned is that letting go can be a postive thing.  I think that for the first time I let go in a positvie way and for the first time there was no pain it was beautiful.  Ha-ha it gave me hope I mean if I really look at this week it has has been a great learning week for me and I took the challenge as hard as it felt, I looked at the good (kind of reminds me about what God said think on these things, what so ever things are good and lovely, of good report think on these things).  Also I learned that everyone needs a good conversation every now and then.  I learned that sometimes you have to admit your feelings and it's totally okay.   The last thing that I learned  is that if he's telling you that he remembers you from High School, walking the halls everyday than it might mean that he had a supper crush, and that's flattering.  Like I said before I go for this week that we all have lessons and this week I finally focused on mine and it was a great thing.  So my challenge for you this week is to see your lessons and realize them.  

Week # 2....April 21st lessons learned this week:

Wow this week I was able to eat lunch with an old high school friend. The thing I learned is that friendship knows no time we haven't been able to sit and talk for more than 12yrs but we just picked up from where we left off :) I also learned that either I pick some really good friends or I am a blessed sister when it comes to friends.  Because my friends are very loving and caring just like me.  The other thing I learned is to procrastinate with school papers is not a good thing, because sooner rather than later they are do and for some reason when there late all it does is make me even more  nervous and that makes it 10 times harder to write a paper.  The last thing I learned is I really need watch the clock more this is the second time I was late to meet a friend not cool, but I'm learning that I have to stop multi-tasking so close to outing.  This week lessons, I'm learning a lot make sure you take the time to find yours.

                                                           Week #3  April 28th"It keeps Continuing"
Okay so today is the first day of this weeks lessons but I learned somthing about myself.  I learned that I sometimes set myself up for failure.  It's almost like a test to see if I'll come out a head it's like an internal battle with myself and most times I fail.  So I learned that I'm no longer going to be cool with that.... I need to be happy with being succeful and win in every avenue of my life look to mind, body, soul, with feelings and emontions.  Either with relationships I need to take care of me and be happy for me where I am.  I think that sometimes I find joy in attaching myself to failing relationships no more I'm on the winning time.  I need to take care of me because when I do that than the people around me will be blessed no questions ask.  Evaluating me thats the key seeing me and learning me and pushing me.  I'm no longer going to down play who I am I'm strong and powerful watch me roar. 

Week #4 May 2nd  "Seeing the Facts"

What have I learned this week?  I learn that I beat myself up way too much.  Also that I can do it and I am successful.  School this week is brutally hard but I’m getting everything done and way before it needs to be.   I guess last week faze of procrastination has caused this week to be a success.  Who would have thought?  So I guess I can do it.  J  

On a personal note I realized that some guys are just born to be jerks and that’s the bottom line.  I have already decided to stop falling into relationships that are failing and finally be in ones that are promising for me I need that.  I tell you what this journey is not easy, but it is a fight for my freedom a freedom that was taken away when I was just a little girl.  So addressing these issues is a good thing and I feel great for finally standing up for me.  Wonderful week of learning now I know that I’m not the only one learning make sure that you write down everthing you learn so you can go back and see how far you are growing ok.    J

Week #5 Uhmm

This week I learn the importance's of destiny.

What are you dreams and what are your goals.  Are you even dreaming anymore.  I had to look at my dreams and ask myself that question.  What am I dreaming?  What are my goals and not just my long term goals but my short term goals, because isn't in your shot term goals that make your long term goals become a reality.  The reality is that everything adds up to be something.  I that's the case I have a lot to do. Making my life and dreams count its time. 

Week #6 May 14th More thanThree in One can you count them!

So life keeps moving and you do well to keep it working, but never forget to look around at whats going in soak it all in.  That's what I learned this week.  You know I may have to fight every day for the true love that I want, but I will learn to soak in a and enjoy every piece of life right now.  I see that things are not the way I have planned them but its still working out.  Also I learned that when someones said hey this is for you look carefully because it just might not be.  You may just be around for the ride to lighten the load and just know you are take the blow from the fall so make sure you look out for yourself before you look out for others....  

The other thing that I learned and mostly from TD Jake's, but its good so I'm using it.  "Just because someone want to know about you dreams doesn't mean there part of your destiny."  I am learning to keep my dreams hidden until the have a chance to grow. 

Week #7 The Battle of Time

Wow... so the thing that I learned is the battle with time.   So it seems that you can over come the battle of time just by turning the corner to your destiny.  You know when you are really hungry for your destiny you will turn off everything, TV station, music, people, books you will turn off everything that doesn't have anything to do with your destiny, and watch it work magic.  I learn that sometimes I find myself battling time when I want my feeling to rub my ego.  Its something because when you try to rub your ego nothing gets done because your ego is selfish.  So  I learn to leave my ego in my shallows and have it follow behind so that I can workout my destiny. 

 

#8 Well what have I learned this week.. First that life has big ups and downs but it's best to not worry on the downs for fear of getting sucked in. The other thing I learned is that sometimes its just best to be there for your friends even you you have no words and that friend that lets you in when there hurting is giving you trust so take it lightly in love because it's real. Also people will always show the true colors in dew time so don't be surprise nor shock if they never inteaded to help you. It's okay if you follow that relationship with peace and unclear answers. The last thing is make your day count by ending your night with someone who cares, that face to face friend who love you no matter what. You'll be Surprice how awsome you feel even it only over a text. :) the Happiness becomes contagious.